This Is Horror
Panic
You Raised A Vampire
When I See You
Can't Say Yes, Can't Say No
Lost Day
Joyclad Armies
Sphinx
Make Me Happy
Self And Soul
Mina
Epilogue
Your Sweet Neck
Everybody Wants
I Don't Want You Now
I Like You
Never Hide!
If I Died
Anyone
Survive
Goodbye
Xanax Youth
Anyone
Would it be better
If I was fit and hired?
Or just like today
I would stay sick and tired
And torn apart
By the sins of yesterday
You know I'm not like that
I'm just acting the fool
Until you're amused
I can kill and hide the truth from you
And keep on falling apart
Is there anyone who can blame me?
Anyone who can save me
From yesterday?
And from all the mistakes
That I always make
You know that I can
But somehow I'll never try
Is it worth to be here,
If I already know that it won't satisfy
Just like a white lie
The war is over
But where is my peace then?
Something is missing
But it's too tiring to understand
The real reason of that
Is there anyone who can blame me?
Anyone who can save me
From yesterday?
And from all the mistakes
That I always make
Everybody Wants
You keep on telling me
That I have got to see
How rude I was to all your friends
Oh please, the only thing I need
Is to make you believe
That I will never care about that
Everybody wants
Me to be like those who I have never loved
Oh why is it so hard to understand
That I don't feel the same
Sorry for being
So careless and sneering
This night taught me
(That) I don't belong to you
The same clubs and same drinks
The same people who think
That I'm shallow and irritating
Everybody wants
Me to be like those who I have never loved
Oh why is it so hard to understand
That I don't feel the same
Goodbye
I'm sitting in my room
Watching the rays of the sun
As they stab and run through my skin
They're killing me
I don't want you to tell me
That I never reach the things I need
I know you didn't mean
To hurt me so, you've got to
Tell the truth but I don't really care
I just stand myself and everyone so
I let your sweet words go by
Go by! Goodbye! Goodbye!
I'm getting tired of
Your affecting preaching
I suppose a drink may solve the case
But in this phase
Nothing can help really
I bet I never reach the things I need
I know you didn't mean
To hurt me so, you've got to
Tell the truth but I don't really care
I just stand myself and everyone so
I let your sweet words go by
Go by! Goodbye! Goodbye!
I Don't Want You Now
Everything is gone, what I like about you
But I always smile if you want me to
But I can't do now
No, I won't smile now
If you want to do
Something nice to me
Please don't talk that much
Then noone will see,
That we're together
That I always suffer
Please don't wake me up
I'm tired and stuck
I feel quite well
But not that much
To see your boring face again
'cause I don't want you now
No I don't want you now
Do you really think
You're the best for me
Somehow I can't find
So called harmony
I can be the blamed
But I cannot stay
Your stiff soberness
Really makes me sick
I have nothing more
So I gently quit
Goodbye my love
(I) hope I wasn't rough
No, I won't wake up
I'm tired and stuck
I feel quite well
But not that much
To see your boring face again
'cause I don't want you now
No I don't want you now
YEAHHH!
I don't want you now
I don't want you now
And I don't deny
And I don't deny...
I Like You
It's so hard to understand you
I feel so numb, when you want me to
Solve all of the problems, that I
Don't even know
(but) I like you and I like you, yeah I like you
'cause there's no anyone like you
yeah you make me feel so fine
And yeah I like you and I like yeah I like you
The world is awful without you
Yeah I wanna hold you tight
I can't be the type of guy you
Really need
This situation is so fucked/all up
I know I should leave
But I can not
('cause) I like you and I like you, yeah I like you
'cause there's no anyone like you
yeah you make me feel so fine
And yeah I like you and I like yeah I like you
The world is awful without you
Yeah I wanna hold you tight
I do not know,
what I should do...
and yeah I like you and I like you, yeah I like you
'cause there's no anyone like you
yeah you make me feel so fine
And yeah I like you and I like yeah I like you
The world is awful without you
Yeah I wanna hold you tight
All right
Come on
Come on
If I Died
Oh, you always thought
That I'm an open book for you
So I won't try to prove
The opposite of that
It's way more convenient
For me and for my friends
Oh, there's nothing left
I could live or die for
So I think I lock
Every door around me
And throw away the keys
'Cause it would not impress me
Aaahahahaah
If I loved
Aaahahahaah
If I cried
Aaahahahaah
If I died
Aaahahahaah
Oh I killed the guy
Who I was yesterday
The songs that he'd loved
Every dawn he'd seen
And every fear and hope
I sold for tomorrow
This morning is
The death of every pure in me
Some birds are twittering
That there's no turning back
But I don't wanna hear
'Cause it would not impress me
Aaahahahaah
If I loved
Aaahahahaah
If I cried
Aaahahahaah
If I died
Aaahahahaah
Passion is the only thing that
Can save or kill my soul
And if somebody could understand that
I wouldn't need no more
Aaahahahaah
If I loved
Aaahahahaah
If I cried
Aaahahahaah
If I died
Aaahahahaah
Never Hide!
We just wait for the time when
We can own and not just rent
Our nights, our life
When our days can't be stolen
By the empty and frozen
Constant noise from our souls
But I never hide
Oh I never hide
Oh I never hide
Till you're by my side
And please never hide
Oh please never hide
Oh please never hide
Till you're by my side
Till you're by my side
We're like children who love to taunt
and pretend that we don't want
what we lost who we loved
Running faster and faster
Maybe I'll get to somewhere
or just fall to the floor
But I never hide
Oh I never hide
Oh I never hide
Till you're by my side
And please never hide
Oh please never hide
Oh please never hide
Till you're by my side
Till you're by my side
I wanna get away
'Cause I can't stay
But I don't know
Which's the right way
I wanna get away
'Cause I can't stay
But I will never...
I never hide
Oh I never hide
Oh I never hide
Till you're by my side
And please never hide
Oh please never hide
Oh please never hide
Till you're by my side
Till you're by my side
Survive
I want you to be true
'cause sometimes I don't understand
The things you do
I won't save you
From the ways you so so
Wrongly want to choose
If you blame your failures
On some other guys
Then I cannot tell you how to survive X2
Yeah
Please don't try to
Pretend that you're alright
And there's nothing to lose
There is no way
You can fool me with
The bullshit that you say
If you blame your failures
On some other guys
Then I cannot tell you how to survive X2
Yeah
You never reach what you need
If you go on with this X4
Everything just goes by
If you don't pay attention X4
NOWLALALALLA
Pay attention now!
lallalalllalal
Your Sweet Neck
I can't tell if I'm dead or alive
(Why) do you have to leave when I arrive?
Oh you can't feel this pain
It is always dangerous to shout
So I shut my mouth and rather smile
Into your pretty face
But I won't rest until I have
Just a bite of your sweet neck
No, I won't rest until I have
Just a bite of your sweet neck my love
Oh my love
Oh my love
Oh my love
There are a million storms inside of me
(I) hope one day you'll be able to see
How they break out for you
I'm a refugee who cannot sleep
Till you finally recognize me
And I can make you smile
So I won't rest until I have
Just a bite of your sweet neck
No, I won't rest until I have
Just a bite of your sweet neck my love
Oh my love
Oh my love
Oh my love
We always want
What we never can get... X4
(But) I won't rest until I have
Just a bite of your sweet neck
No, I won't rest until I have
Just a bite of your sweet neck my love
Oh my love
Oh my love
Oh my love
Xanax Youth
autumn glowing
as she's walking
through the breezy evening gales
holds her coat tight
yellow streetlight
hangs upon trees like a veil
leaves bring day's end
to the pavement
broken ruby lines her way
she sings a lie
a lullaby
to calm down everyone
around her
'cause she has date with stars
with stars
passing by a
corner bar where
august's kept in marble halls
she keeps on strolling
stars are weaving
shades of silver deadly cold
waves of sea sound
from outside town
sighing echoes of her fall
she sings a lie
a lullaby
to calm down everyone
around her
'cause she has date with stars
with stars
This Is Horror
You, you do not know
You do not feel
That it's over
Come kiss me softly
Kill me gently
Then just leave me
'Cause this is shocking horror
I can't take anymore
Don't act like it's alright
When your eyes bite
And silence shouts
Wish I didn't know that
We'll never get back
What we only had
'Cause this is shocking horror
I can't take anymore
Tell me lies then we will believe that our night is still pure as dawn
Panic
All the faces on the street
Seem a bit threatening
All eyes on you
Wanting to find out what you think
The tension grows
You can`t hold on and on and on
Listen to a voice coming
From the walls and ceilings
It tells you never hope for any sweet loving
Oh you want it more you want it more
You want it like you never did before
Break out of town
with a screaming sound
Houses leaning on your head
It`s hard to understand
Why you can`t concentrate
When you want it so bad
The noise is loud
There`s no way out (around)
Oh you want it more you want it more
You want it like you never did before
Step out of line
It's time to fly
You Raised A Vampire
Oh, I've got to be strong
I've got to be tough
To stand the arrows of your pride
And the fears that you hide
I am the loneliest when you are around
But I need to survive
I need to survive
So I choose the lies
So/And you can't see my love wrapped in shame
So you can't see that you are to blame
You Raised A Vampire! X8
Wish this dawn was just mine
The sun couldn't find and stab her oh so quietly
Soon blind soldiers will come
And run through me
In the name of life and fury
But I need to survive
I need to survive
So I choose the nights
Where all the doubtful souls dance for me
Where I'm the leader in this bodeful spree
You Raised A Vampire!
When I See You
I say I'm busy everyday
Just to feel I don't obey
I think I'll leave without a trace
So I never fall from grace
Just want me, just need me
Just say that I'm your baby
I love you then kill you
When I see you I go
Woohoowhooo
Have I found somebody new
Or is it just another you?
I feel the flood is on its way
Are we strong enough to stay?
Just want me, just need me
Just say that I'm your baby
I haunt you then kill you
When I see you I go
Woohoowhooo
Can't Say Yes, Can't Say No
Don`t get me wrong
I`m almost happy now
It can`t take too long
I know that grin
You wanna have it all
But you can`t win
It`s 5 am
Another cigarette
Or drink won`t change that
Let`s just sit back
And think of the things
I should`ve asked
No I can`t say no I can`t say no
You can`t say yes, you can`t say yes
You love this mess
No I can`t say no I can`t say no
You can`t say yes, you can`t say yes
You won`t confess
Walking home alone
Every step I take
Is a pin to a bone
The wind blows out
Every memory
Of my bound shouts
A torn tissue
In my left pocket
Shows the real you
The city lights
Growing dim without
Asking the night
Lost Day
Sound and fury of these days
Adorns all the lights with grace
Beaming down in early dark
Days she gave eternal love
to me
Time to spend in the cold
Jump up to reach the void
Learning to speak to tell
What was the love I felt
Say you will say you will
Hold my hand lead you and me down
All the way all the way
Down the plains head south I never
Have you close enough I never
Have you close enough you know I
Never was the kind of boy who
Will repay love with a smile
Dark air falling sweetly down
Glistening drops to the ground
Six days done past doors and doors And seconds line up to be words
For her
Time to spend in the cold
Jump up to reach the void
Learning to speak to tell
What was the love I felt
Say you will say you will
Hold my hand lead you and me down
All the way all the way
Down the plains head south I never
Have you close enough I never
Have you close enough you know I
Never was the kind of boy who
Will repay love with a smile
Joyclad Armies
When every angry word
Turns into love
When all the repressed hurt
Fades out we rise above
It`s all because of you
Your light clears up my
Darkest ways
Your scent remains
My soul evaporates
In your calm fire
And I give up on fate
Running from the liars
They`re howling after me
But I forget to worry when
I see you again
Don`t leave me now
I don`t know how
To fight Joyclad Armies
They kill slowly
With fake mercy
And bury you with care
This sinister dull dusk
Crawls into me
It leaves only a husk
Of my daring dreams
Your voice can change it all
It is a shield that no one breaks
The silence quakes
Sphinx
You're telling me that I was wrong
But you can't realize
That's a cheap disguise
To sell our days
Everytime I look at you
I see our innocence
Killed by your strict glance
I'm telling you lies
That's the way that I try
To save the things that we owned
'Cause you would never allow
To be honest no more
Dead words in my aching head
That's what you have left
and you call them facts
Well thank you dear
Just put me to another test!
I promise I will fail
So you think you'll prevail
Tell that we can be we can be more than this
That we can find we can find our lost dim bliss
There's almost nothing almost nothing left to save
Just tell that we can we can be more than this
Make Me Happy
Let's go out and
Feel like we can
Still believe that
We're together
Hold my hand and
Wildly kiss when
You realize
Something's wrong
Make me happy
Make me sad
Make me perfect
Make me dead
I pee my pants
Then make you mine
We'll be happy
Till the end of time
But when the next day comes
We change our minds and then just run
Till we find another find another find another love
I'll learn your smiles and
Be more than bland
All your friends say
I'm such a nice guy
Please dance with me
Oh can't you see
I really love
How you move
Make me happy
Make me sad
Make me perfect
Make me dead
I pee my pants
Then make you mine
We'll be happy
Till the end(s) of time
But when the next day comes
We change our minds and then just run
Till we find another find another find another love
Self And Soul
Seek out the sound
Sedates, resounds
Step on a stair
Go high to where
No lights abode 2x
The self resigns
It keeps watching me /When I`m out
In keeps hurting me /When I`m up
It keeps haunting me /When I`m down
Just keep hiding me
I found to stay
Snowfields a lost way
Lulls me to sleep
From deep down to save
Desire pierced through 2x
Cold stone forlorn
Mina
Chasing sparks in your footprints
Newer wounds to my old lints
Newer dawn hunting for me
The soft sound of your breathing
Gives the nights a new meaning
You fulfill what was empty
Fall to the ground
But no longer bound
We`re sentenced to be together
Just give a sign
And everything that`s mine
Can be yours
Never trust them at all
Believe me I`ve got more
Leave your life
To live mine
Dare to cross the old lines
Whisper songs into your ears
Purest fog into your dreams
While you`re asleep
I`m standing here
Waiting for a new morning
When all my hurt and every sin
Is abolished by our glow
Don`t be afraid
Join the masquerade
We`ll leave this place with wading glory
Just give a sign
And everything that`s mine
Can be yours
Epilogue
You`re breaking me down
With a smile on your face
Pack up your reasons
This last treason fits you
Your train leaves in an hour
Don`t be late
You`re so straight
Take your lies back
Nothing else left
Forget our nights
Turn down the lights
You`ve stolen my star
That I found in you
It was the last thing
Which I really could adore
Why can`t I forget that place
It`s strangling me
In my sleep